Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Symone, 030793hotmail/facebook/tumblr I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Saturday, March 21, 2009
New Photo edits Lalaine : Honeyko's Girl if your a girl your name is:Rin And if ur a guy your name is:Seiko Rin means dignified,severe,and cold your respected and admired and people might be a little scared of u:) And Seiko means force and truth so you like the truth even if it hurts and your honest with almost everyone. Labels: japanese, lalaine, photos Friday, March 20, 2009
So Bored It's raining like hell here right now. I just finished everything I need to finish and right now I'm blogging. Mys sister sent me a new photo editor and I was like goin' gaga over it. I edited my Multiply site again and replaced the old pictures by the new one. Its so cute kasi eh. Last night we went to Kuya Molong and Ate Sally's house. We had our dinner there and after that. Before that, we saw Dr. Hussein. We tried to talked to him but he was so busy he told us that he will come back to talk to us but he didn't come back. I am so bored right now. Nothing to do,... well, i will try to make a schedule... Edit: We had our dinner at ate Sally's house. Sarap ng manok, after that, we went to realin to buy some stuffs to send to Philippines. I actually put my stuffs in the box. Yung picture frame kong isa hindi kasya, badtrip talaga. Ciao... PS. I am missing someone right now.. really, I swear... ^^ Wednesday, March 18, 2009
New addiction na naman I am so addicted with blogging and internet surfing.. I spend almost 2-3 hours of my time each day to surf and blog. I recently updated my multiply and blogspot account, I changed the layouts, I add new stuffs and a lot more. and this evening, I browsed a site called experienceproject.com it is so good. It has a lot of features where you can actually participate anonymously. Coolness ! About work, I don't want to talk about it. These people have no significance in my life. They don't deserve even a stare from me. I want to have a peaceful life. and I don't want them to ruin it. But if they will do something below the belt or exceeded my threshold. I will show them what they want. Anyway, I also cleaned my closet and arrange my makeup kit. Good night!!! Labels: addiction, makeup kit Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Love my new layout Hello guys, kaasar this day... gosh talagang naka lock ang aming door papuntang accomodation. We don't have a chance even to use the bathroom. Kaasar mga Indians hmpf. ayan, nagutom ako tuloy, halos mahilo na ako sa gutom. Gosh! Anyway, I'm craving for Oreo... naglilihi ako...eheheh Sarap ng OREO, sana nakabili si ate judith... ONLINE UPDATES: - I changed my layout in multiply, visit it -> http://lalainern.multiply.com nag edit ako ng home page, nag blog, accept invitations, at naglagay ng cute icons. - Sa plurk, I also changed my layout. naghahanap ako ng kawaii theme kaso wala ako mahanap. - Blogspot, see I changed my layout from black and white to a colorful one. Thanks to marielski MY BIG ROCKS: - I will make a schedule for myself - Promise, I will arrange my make up kit (just like nadine!) Anyway, instead na mainis sa mga Pana... sasayaw na lang ako... (yikkkeeee) Labels: big rocks, britney spears, oreo Sunday, March 15, 2009
tama ba yon? I have a backache due to a recent accident i had last week. I fell down from the stairs and it really hurts my back. Yesterday, I took some pain killers but it attacks my stomach that's why I took maalox together with rofenac. Gosh! I am losing weight and I don't know why. What else, a recent news going around, isa daw sa amin ni nelsa ililipat sa haraja. Nako, no comment ako dyan. Let us just wait and see. Anyway, here's a video I browsed from you tube.(below) Sa unang tingin para syang si Mr.Edward Cullen. gosh, ang gwapo nya dito... bella, i mean lalaine pala... Lalaine and Edward Cullen engagement ring namin (komontra, kakagatin namin ni edward...) Labels: edward cullen, lalaine cullen Friday, March 13, 2009
party Yesterday after work I went to a party of one of our filipino friends. Na miss ko ang filipino foods like karekare, pancit, leche flan and a lot more. After eating, they requested me to sing a song for the guests. I performed a song called To love you more by celine dion and hero by mariah carey, I will upload the videos in my youtube and multiply account. Anyway, I already put the pictures in my multiply but everything inmy multiply are in private.. Labels: party Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Bad mood ka? bad mood ka? manood ka ng saksi... at makinig ka ng news... just like this oh... Sunday, March 8, 2009
Im so Tired. I need Sleep Wow. Sobrang daming patients namin ngayon. I thought I can take a nap for a while but it turns out like a disaster, patients are coming without my control (lagi naman) sunod sunod sila.. Gosh.. kapagod. Now, I really swear I will sleep this afternoon. To gain some energy for later's work. Gosh! I couldn't even read my books and do my stuffs. But I enjoy it, other than wasting my time dealing with some plastic people* Anywaiy, I updated my multiply site. Can't wait to get a premium account. ok, have to go now,, I will sleep and sleep and sleep... Laterz... mwah. laine Labels: laine, tired work Thursday, March 5, 2009
pls... leave me alone I considered this day a not so good day cause I have a lot of issues. First Haji take back the refrigerator and the TV stand, 2nd, people around me sucks, 3rd, i feel as if i am inside the cage. 4th, i want to be free, 5th, i don't want other people minding me. (meaning, wag nyo akong pakialaman, mind your own life) judging me with what I choose to do with my life will not improve the quality of yours. I am so tired of acting that everything is ok, i am masking my satdness and trying to fight the emptiness i feel everyday. I am so transparent, I don't really care of what other people think of me cause I don't need attention. With my age, I can already say that I see life in a different way, Because of the experiences and what I've been through with my life. I don't care about if they judge me like this or what, But I am so straight with my feelings and what I really feel. I hate pretenders. plastics, and fakes... But unfortunately, I am surrounded by them, its something I cannot do anything just to accept. I am so burned up with this kind of situation, I promise to get out of this situation as soon as possible. Labels: boredom, burned up, daily ramblings Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Lindsay and Sam They said; Age doesn't matter but to Lindsay and Sam Sex doesn't matter... LOVE...after all Nakakakilig, kaso parehas sila girl...heheheh Labels: lindsay and Sam Monday, March 2, 2009
B-A-D D-A-Y Hello. Ewan ko ba bakit puro badluck ang natamo ko ngayong araw na ito. Last night pa lang. Nelsa witnessed it kung ano nangyari... then this morning we received a phone call from our friend that they need to take the refrigerator and the TV stand as well, also from my bestfriend, badnews din. hindi din ako nanalo ng lottery or maybe yung pagtaya ko sa lottery may kasamang curse. hay, anwyay, I am making a time line schedule for myself to organize the things I need to do, I downloaded an agenda from softpedia.com and also i like the organizer of microsoft outlook. Hay, daming problems but it makes it more exciting. Right now, I am doing a scrapblog for my multiply... ^^ and also i am uploading old pics from my hard disk.. Sunday, March 1, 2009
New Working Condition I made actually a promise to blog my everyday ramblings but due to my buzyness and laziness, i did not blog for 2 days. Yesterday, mr. saeed made a new policy regarding the nurses' assigned working areas. He reshuffled most of us but I was retained with Dr. Ayman. According to speculations, rotation of duties will be every 3 months. And I will be with Dr. Maleyn next rotation. Well, I guess I will just wait for their decision. Aside from that, Ate Sally handed me an inivitation letter from Ate Tonette to join them in celebration of Ryan's baptismal and birthday party. Until now, we are still thinking because we have assigned things to do we should finish within a certain period of time. I haven't talk with my mom yerterday cause she was so busy. I am so happy to hear that my honey is happy with his new work. All I want is that he is happy no matter what happen. I have to go now, I don't know If I have chance to update at night. Labels: abha, inivitation, party, working |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |