Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Symone, 030793 hotmail/facebook/tumblr I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Tagboard. Exits Allure Bloom Crane Denotation Enigmatism Flair Grace Hope Initiation Archives 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008 09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008 01/01/2009 - 02/01/2009 02/01/2009 - 03/01/2009 03/01/2009 - 04/01/2009 04/01/2009 - 05/01/2009 05/01/2009 - 06/01/2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Thursday, February 19, 2009 Its hard being in love Its hard being in love when all your friends are single. I don't want to talk about my relationship, because I don't want to feel like I'm rubbing my happiness in their face. So while they are complaining about how bad men are, I just sit quietly. I suppose it is probably the same feeling that the one single friend has in a room with all her happily married counterparts. Its like I have no validity or stance when it comes to giving relationship advice to my girls. A friend of mine has been having issues with her boyfriend because they are in a long distance relationship, and he hasn't been calling her much. If I say something pro them staying together I get the "Oh LaNeshe, you are all happy and in love and you just want everyone else to be in love too, you don't know what she's going through." and if I say something pro them breaking up I get the "Oh LaNeshe, you are all happy and in love, you don't know anything about relationship troubles, you don't know what she's going through." Well make up your mind! Do I not know anything about being single, or do I not know anything about being in a relationship?! Its as if because I am happy, I am disqualified from giving advice in any way. Well you know what I want to say? That space or void you feel in your life, left by that last man who hurt you, stop trying to put him back in it. Fill that space with God. That yearning you feel for a man when you first wake up in the morning, fill that space with God. That energy you are giving over to that man who doesn't reciprocate, give that energy back to yourself so that you can feel 100%. BUT, like I said, I'm disqualified from advice, so I suppose you shouldn't listen to me. *sigh* Labels: in love
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay