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Symone, 030793hotmail/facebook/tumblr I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Friday, February 27, 2009
Looking back Looking back those days when I was wearing BIG glasses, Long skirts, braces makes me really want to cover my face forever. I was browsing my old pictures in the photobucket and I saved some of them and send it to my ^^. I want to know his reaction, I know he will laugh seeing me so nerd, innocent and naive. I was a total different person now. I am strong, aggressive and independent. I couldn't even imagine myself that I will be like this now. I really believe that the only constant in this world is "change". We should not stop ourselves for it, but take it positively to grow and mature as a person. I am so happy, that the Lalaine now is much better than the Lalaine before.  the UGLY BETTY the enchantress Labels: the enchantress, ugly betty Thursday, February 26, 2009
A New Haircut Today, I after work, me and Nelsa went to Kuya Bobby's house to have a haircut. Its been so long since the last time I had my hair trimmed. Its growing so long and I start to get split ends. I hate it. Thanks to Ate joy for her time, Kuya Maldo, Ate Sally and Kuya Molong and Kuya Bobby... anyway, here's my new haircut.  maybe I should get some highlights... Labels: haircut, highlights Wednesday, February 25, 2009
im blogging  Right now, I want to fight for something.. I want to fight for my right... for my future... for what i believe.. for my family and for my honey... heheehe  my nclex review.. I got 9/10.. not bad?COME on MAKE SOME NOISE... I WILL MAKE SOME NOISE SOON.. JUST WAIT... Thursday, February 19, 2009
Its hard being in love Its hard being in love when all your friends are single. I don't want to talk about my relationship, because I don't want to feel like I'm rubbing my happiness in their face. So while they are complaining about how bad men are, I just sit quietly. I suppose it is probably the same feeling that the one single friend has in a room with all her happily married counterparts. Its like I have no validity or stance when it comes to giving relationship advice to my girls. A friend of mine has been having issues with her boyfriend because they are in a long distance relationship, and he hasn't been calling her much. If I say something pro them staying together I get the "Oh LaNeshe, you are all happy and in love and you just want everyone else to be in love too, you don't know what she's going through." and if I say something pro them breaking up I get the "Oh LaNeshe, you are all happy and in love, you don't know anything about relationship troubles, you don't know what she's going through." Well make up your mind! Do I not know anything about being single, or do I not know anything about being in a relationship?! Its as if because I am happy, I am disqualified from giving advice in any way. Well you know what I want to say? That space or void you feel in your life, left by that last man who hurt you, stop trying to put him back in it. Fill that space with God. That yearning you feel for a man when you first wake up in the morning, fill that space with God. That energy you are giving over to that man who doesn't reciprocate, give that energy back to yourself so that you can feel 100%. BUT, like I said, I'm disqualified from advice, so I suppose you shouldn't listen to me. *sigh*  Labels: in love Tuesday, February 17, 2009
just an update, nothing much happened to me this morning. Work. text.blog that's all. I uploaded some of my videos in facebook and one of my friends commented on it. medyo nakakatawa cause he's very straight to the point. Well, im happy and I am sad. medyo nadidismaya ako sa aking kapaligiran. I want to blog more but I guess its better to blog it in my love site. Cause I know there are people out there na nagbabasa ng blogs ko. I don't actully care kung sino sila but I want to protect the people involve in my blogs.Anyway, I will not be online tonight. cause I want to sleep early heheheh... and do a lot of things... kaya don't ask pag hindi ako online ok...  http://lalainern.multiply.com edit: Kanina, nalungkot ako. Ngayon ko lang nalaman na ang isang friend namin sa ABHA na si Kuya Angel ay na stroke hindi ako makapaniwala sa nalaman ko. that's I call his number and ayon na confirm ko He was admitted at Abha Private hospital and talagang na stroke sya. I wish we can go there and visit him sometime.. kaasar, layo kasi namin eh... Well, I hope he will recover asap.. and God will take good care of him there... Labels: follow me Sunday, February 8, 2009
happy me Hello guys, Wishing everyone advanced Happy Valentines Day. ! Sino kaya ka date ko? hmpf. anyway, me and my mom chatted with a lot of things. I am very open to her and I know sometimes we have misunderstanding but we try to settle things out right away. At the end of the day, she's still my mom and she will always be. Anyway, I am very open to her, every little decisions I make I always tell her, because I still believe that my mother knows best but I have the right to make decisions for myself as well. she's open for suggestions and even violent reactions from me. I also have a heart to heart talk to Kuya Molong, Ate Sally and Kuya Rommie. I am very thankful having them as my friends around, my mentors and advisers. I really appreciate all their advices for me. They have a point and I respect it. But I am really a hard headed stubborn girl (I admit that) but I am just true to myself. My mom always tell me do something that makes you happy, because happiness is something you cannot buy, its something inner. If you feel that their is emptiness try to fill that emptiness by making a way to be happy. and I am doing that way. Sadly, there are really people who are happy for being so negative. They want to mind your life as if that they are responsible for your actions as if that you are close to them to confide everything to them. WEll. these people are like piece of shit. They are trying to be clean, but in reality they are much dirtier than me! It just so happen that they are sorrounded by people whose IQ is higher than them...feel sorry for them. Anyway, I read my nclex notes this afternoon cause Mr. SAeed was not here. He's somewhere I don't know where he is. Anyway, this song decribes the exact feeling I feel right now... and to the man I love, HONEY, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO BOTH OF US. I AM PROUD TO BE YOUR GIRL AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH... I couldn't ask for more.... You are my happiness and my sadness.... i treasure these words you know... I love you.... Labels: daily ramblings, i decide, valentines day Thursday, February 5, 2009
MISGirl www.youtube.com/xximmadeofawesomexx pls. add me! ano pa ba? Tomorrow I have to wake up at 6:30am but still. I am awake. I was also a mistake about what I thought. mali pala, !!!hehehe... Ano pa ba? I am listening to the music called UNFOLD by marie digby, ang ganda ng song i really can relate on it. Wow, ganyan talaga pag in love...I am counting the days until I go to Philippines. Can't wait for that! feeling ko parang may bipolar na ako. Sometimes happy sometimes sad. hay! But they said you can never appreaciate being happy if you didn't feel to be sad. Anyway, I am so happy in love atleast I am true with myself. Now, I will just enjoy my life and take things positively as they come and stay happy in love but focus. "Distance means nothing to me its the silence between it that makes the drive longer"   Lalaine, is waiting and making a BIG CHANGE..,  miss ko na sila ... sila lang... hehehehe... ang accomodation noon, parang squatter at ito na ngayon  after one year, this is our room in DAHARAN Tuesday, February 3, 2009
who is this bitch? For those people who reads my blog and doesn't know me , I will tell you a short lines about me. I'm Laine. half breed. 100% girl. taken and proud. I'm liberated (not malandi) I'm open minded, I love adventure and I am a goal oriented person. Family and my bf are the most important things, second is my career .cause i know i can always be good to whatever things I want to do. Important things matters to me and I believe in duty before pleasure. I hate people judging me based on what they've heard or what they see, people who are like that i consider them CHILDISH. I am really a NERD inside, and a model outside. Kung mabait ka sa akin, mas mabait ako sa iyo, but if you mess up with me, I will return the favor million times. I am good most of the time but don't catch me in a bad mood cause it will really ruin you. I don't like hypocrite people cause I am always honest with myself. I don't like playing games cause I am a good player. i don't need to prove myself cause I am not thinking of impressing everybody and building an image of someone that I am not. I don't care at all. I get used into that.I am smart (not just on academics) but I know how to use my common sense. I have a self pride but I know when to swallow it. I am a true friend as long as you are true to me. But once you betrayed me. I can be your worst nightmare. I can never be good to you again. I am a loyal and faithful girlfriend (ask him) but once you cheated on me I can forget my feelings and everything how it started and how i will end it. i hate procrastinating and i hate to be with people who are not thinking. I am impulsive but i always think before I make any move.cause thinking is one way of exercing my brain muscles . I am straight when it comes to what i want to be and where would i want to be but I know how to go on with the flow. I am a good leader and a good follower as well. I hate lies cause those people who lies most of them are cowards. I love challenging things cause I want to challenge myself. I am never a quitter and I am really a good figther. try me? i love to read books and surf the internet . I always have ideas and I know how to put them in action. I believe that stupid peopleare dangerous and I don't want to be infected by them. I want to travel and explore I always want to learn new things. Soccer and horse back riding are my sports. I can't live without my phone, laptop and my lotion. I have a boyfriend, a bestfriend, and a brother all rolled into one and he really makes me happy after all....i WILL NEVER EVER regret having him. I have faith. I have Hope. I have God beside me. that's the whole thing. that covers up all the shitness in this world... LOVE ME or HATE me? its nothing to me. i dont need your opinion. G.E.T. .L.O.S.T.  Monday, February 2, 2009
Notice: hello friends! Kamusta na ang lahat.. I am so excited to a lot of things pero hindi ko sasabihin kasi secret lang namin ni nelsa yon hehhehe.. So, what are the events happened to me this week. 1. nag major cleaning kami sa clinic namin 2. pinagalitan kami ni nelsa ni______________ 3. may nagparamdan sa aking maligno . 4. bumalik na si ano ko galing ng ano 5. namatayan si Dr. Isham 6. Nag feeling maganda si nusrath 7. at madaming pa ka tsismisan bati na kami ng mama ko. anyway, mag aral muna ako ok.. maya na lang ako mag update ^^  YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE |
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