Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Symone, 030793 hotmail/facebook/tumblr I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard Tagboard. Exits Allure Bloom Crane Denotation Enigmatism Flair Grace Hope Initiation Archives 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008 09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008 01/01/2009 - 02/01/2009 02/01/2009 - 03/01/2009 03/01/2009 - 04/01/2009 04/01/2009 - 05/01/2009 05/01/2009 - 06/01/2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Monday, January 26, 2009 when things get tough I am in a mood to update this blog. Well I guess for the past few months of my stay here in Saudi Arabia I experienced worst thing ever. Until now, I do have regrets, but still those regrets were lessons. Anyway, I want to blog something about how I feel. For almost 5 months now, our iqama still with our employer, we cannot go out or even just to buy foods outside because we are grounded. Well I guess, they already reached my threshold. Its very annoying,if you want to be good and you want to put yourself lower than them they will pull you down until you reach the lowest point wherein you can't stand up again. Well, I guess I'm getting crazy again or there is a force driving me to be one. It's hard when you are happy but somebody is bitter with their life and wanted to take away your happiness from you. It's hard when you want to be someone because that someone gives you the care and love that nobody can give you but they are taking it away from you because they are bitter and they want you to be bitter like them. I cannot undserstand that. When people are judging you as if they are straight and seems like they never make mistake in their life. I cannot understand that thing? Oh well, I guess I will never understand that thing because I never been a hypocrite with myself. I say, I do, anything I want to do. I have my limitations and I am responsible with my actions. But when things get tough its time to FUCK it. Labels: iqama, my thought, saudi arabia
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay