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Symone, 030793hotmail/facebook/tumblr I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Tagboard
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Thursday, January 29, 2009
Quotes I like Infatuation often dies quickly when the person is gone.. But LOVE... can survive, even on a heart breaking separation. Insensitivity happens by choice not by nature... cause human being have all feelings... Its just that there are some who pretend not to feel... And some who acts so blind to see... Life has many choices. If you can't have all, have some atleast. If you can't be good, don't be bad. If you can't be totally happy, don't be completely sad. Enjoy life as it never leads back. " There's nothing sadder in this life than to watch someone you love walk away after they have left you... to watch the distance between your two bodies expand until there is nothing left but empty space and silence " STORY There was a blind girl who hate herself because of being blind. She hate everyone except her boyfriend. One day, the girl said that if she can only see the world she will marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated eyes to her and then she saw everything including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is also blind. And she refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away with teras and said, "Just take care of my eyes.. ouchh.. 4 people you will meet in life : 1st yourself 2nd is the one you love the most 3rd is the one who loves you the most 4th is the one you will spend the rest of your life with Sadly in real life, these 3 people are usually not the same person. The one you love the most, doesn't love you.. The one who loves you the most, is never the one you love the most.. And the one you will spend the rest of your life with, is never the one you love the most nor who loves you the most.. He or she is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.. My Blah Blah  I am EXPLODING.that's all. Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. to my love, thanks for climbing and reaching the apple on the tree. Monday, January 26, 2009
Finally FINALLY, WE ALREADY HAVE WHAT REALLY BELONGS TO US... Yes, A good and bad news happened to me and nelsa just few hours ago. to read about this blog log in to http://lalainern.multiply.com and go to BLOG page. I cannot post here the whole details cause its personal and private. anyway, I will just leave you with this...Phone pics..       Labels: phone pics, private when things get tough  I am in a mood to update this blog. Well I guess for the past few months of my stay here in Saudi Arabia I experienced worst thing ever. Until now, I do have regrets, but still those regrets were lessons. Anyway, I want to blog something about how I feel. For almost 5 months now, our iqama still with our employer, we cannot go out or even just to buy foods outside because we are grounded. Well I guess, they already reached my threshold. Its very annoying,if you want to be good and you want to put yourself lower than them they will pull you down until you reach the lowest point wherein you can't stand up again. Well, I guess I'm getting crazy again or there is a force driving me to be one. It's hard when you are happy but somebody is bitter with their life and wanted to take away your happiness from you. It's hard when you want to be someone because that someone gives you the care and love that nobody can give you but they are taking it away from you because they are bitter and they want you to be bitter like them. I cannot undserstand that. When people are judging you as if they are straight and seems like they never make mistake in their life. I cannot understand that thing? Oh well, I guess I will never understand that thing because I never been a hypocrite with myself. I say, I do, anything I want to do. I have my limitations and I am responsible with my actions. But when things get tough its time to FUCK it.  Labels: iqama, my thought, saudi arabia Sunday, January 25, 2009
januart 23, 2009 Hello guys! FInally nakarating na din sina Dra. Maleyn for almost 2 days na standed sila sa RIYADH. Anyway, I already received my pasalubongs from Philippines. A Big thanks to her!!!  ito yung stuffs na galing PINAS finally! to read more about this entry go to: Http://lalainern.multiply.com Labels: dra. maleyn, pinas Thursday, January 22, 2009
Week ender Events happened to me this week: 1. Major cleaning ng room 2. Picturan sa hospital 3. Bakasyon si Dr. Ayman 4. Pagbalik ni Dra. Maleyn 5. Bakasyon ng ano ko sa ano. 6. Pag video ko ng sarili sa youcam 7. Pagawa ng collage 8. Pag blog ng mga kung ano-anong bagay walang ka sense-sense heheheh...anyway, still uploading my pics and videos on my multiply. nga pala, NAKAKAINIS ANG MGA TAONG BASTA NA LANG BINIBIGAY ANG EMAIL ADDRESS KO NG WALA MAN LANG PAALAM.. =( NOTE: I MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW... :) anyway, instead na mag mukmok... gumawa ako ng isang kabaliwan... kaaliw ang YOUCAM. hehehe Untitled from laine mjalakzmi on Vimeo. Labels: blogging, crazy, lalaine, video Tuesday, January 20, 2009
The MOdern Sleeping Beauty ANG LAMIG! ANG SARAP MATULOG Hello friends, Its so katatamad! Cause its very malamig! As in! I used to like winter before but now, I love summer! All day, wala kaming patient kaya ang ginawa ko is MATULOG ng MATULOG! hehehe.. Sleeping is actually one of my fave hobbies obvious naman dba?anyway, while browsing my photobucket I saw these pics... Old college pics sa Baguio. look..  crying baby ako..  ginaw na ginaw sa pangasinan  naiwan ko T-shirt ko...  my favorite HOBBYGrabeh.. namimiss ko na ang mga gawain ko sa PHILS..  Bar hopping mag swimming mag videokeANYWAY, A BIG TRANSFORMATION  from being a nerdy girl to to GIRL NEXT DOOR to  slacks of HOTNESS Labels: baguo, college, hobby, pics Friday, January 16, 2009
random January 16, 2009 Tomorrow may work na naman ako, I am so bored so I just think of blogging and posting some random things... I really want to post something here na private pero wag na baka may makabasa anyway here are some random things that randomly enters my mind.  HABIBOY: ang aming munting laruan she's going to Phils together with her mom.(1 month kaming walang toy) Ang room namin sa ABHA: Grabeh sobrang liit. I can't even imagine pano nagkasya ang lahat ng things namin dito, ang nabasag kong salamin from Dr. Jill. wala kasi akong mirror na ganito kalaki ngayon.. ang memorable na sapatos ko. memorable dahil everytime na suot ko sya may kakaibang nangyayari sa akin hehehe  ang riyada kung saan kami (secretly) nag eexercise... si mika at chloe me honey and I's lovely daugthers gifts from my ano hehehe tropa ko sa ABHA miss ko na sila...Labels: abha, chloe, honeyko, mika, tropa I am Lost January 16, 2009  I am LOST without YOU Thursday, January 15, 2009
I am now so in love January 15, 2009 I am now so in love  I'm really sorry if I am so into you... I really just love you "Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules...! Then you must forget the rules and play from your heart... Love is seeing Yourself in someone's eyes And finding yourself in Somebody's heart...!!! Love could make you go crazy and turn you around.... Sometimes it hurts you but it gives you a feeling you cannot resist....  Love is everything to everyone... for without love were nothing....!!! anyway, habang nag sesenti-sentihan ako ka chat ko sina kuya rommie at ito ang evidences ko  busy busy... pakikipag chat.....  di, buo ang tropa wala si PEPE hehehexoxo |
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